New Staff 27/6/2008.

Sign~~~Start from yesterday got a new staff coming to replace me already...So i need to teach her all the things i had learned...I feel a bit bosyok and angry loh...Because when i msn,she will read my message too...Because this is my P&C ma...Sign~~~She look like the spy of my manager...Therefore i can't always msn...

I feel like i need to leave packet soon...I start feel miss packet's colleague...Sad~~~~Anyway,next Friday is my last day stay at packet systems...I need to plan activity to do during next next week...

Erm...What can i do leh???Haha!!!I think is go for travelling,then lepak here lepak there...Then i i will check whether i can appeal success or not...Then,if success can continue study...If can't,then need to find another part time job to earn some money first...Then continue my study journey start on September...

Anyway,i still hope can enter local university...Then can same class with my other form six friends...God,please bless me...If i can get the university and the course i like...I'll eat vegetarian for one month...I promise I'll do my promise...Please God...Please bless me this time...Please~~~~

Gathering 25/6/2008

Erm...Long time no blogger already...This is because i feel very sad and desperate...So don't have the mood to blogger...Until today,i just feel a bit happy...Last few days,i live in a blue,dark and a situation i can't image...All of this is because of the university...I keep on ask myself...Why i can't get a place to enter???Why am i so unlucky???Why am i this???Why am i that???

But now i won't think about this already...This is because if think more,this will made me feel more sad,worry and desperate...Therefore,i just do whatever i need to do and continue my life...I can't continue be like this...Maybe the God want to give me more better course and life...This is to made my life more colourful...

Now i also start looking the private university's list...If i can't get into local university...Then i can enter private university...But the fee of private university is really very very expensive...I really not dare to ask my parent to pay for it...So i also need to find the sponsor to get scholarship and to reduce my burden...

Anyway...I hope i really can enter local university after appeal for this time...I hope the God can bless me for this time...God please realise my hope...I also must realise my promise if God realise my hope...Please bless me,God!!!

Tomorrow need to attend a gathering party...I don't know want to smile or do what???Because they will ask me this ask me that...Sign~~~What can i do is go there more late...Therefore please give me a way...Teach me how to do???Please help me!!!I really out of idea now...

Cry... 18/6/2008

I get a bad news from MOHE...My application is not success...I knew it through the MOHE website...When i knew it,I feel that i can't breath and keep on asking myself is it truth...I can't think anything already...I can't even cry...I look like forgot how to cry and no tear to cry...I can't believe what had publish on the web...I can't even believe this is the truth to me...

Until now i also can't believe what is that...And i can't give response to the result...I lost my direction...I lost my confident...I lost my tear...I lost myself...I lost my soul...I lost many many things...I look like a Zambia...

Now i also feel that this is not a real thing...I look like in the dream...How???I can even know what am i doing,what am i write,what am i thinking,what am i speak???????

But i just feel very sad,desperate,disappointed and so on...I can't even know what response can i give to the result i get...

Please help me!!!I really don't know how to cry now???How to do now???What to do now???Please tell me a way!!!Teach me how to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cheap!!!! 17/6/2008

Haha!!!Because of sell old book...I can see how is my classmate so 'kiasu'...They sell the book at the so cheap price until other classmate want to sell the book in the higher price also can't...Now my friend always scolding them...If i want to sell the book...I'll be crazy,then I'll scold them...Haha!!!

Lucky i no need sell...Haha!!!Anyway i can consider as good because my book use by my sister...So i no need worry about it...

Replace 12/6/2008

Haha!!!Start from today until tomorrow...I can't go back on 6pm...I need to replace back 2 hours...That's mean need to do OT but don't have money de...This is because today i came in late 2 hours...All the fault is because the SSPN account loh...I need to go CIMB Bank open a SSPN account...This account is use to apply the loan...Why this year got this new term???If the applicator didn't open this account...Then the government won't approval they to get the loan...

Isn't this can consider as new government new environment???If not why this year got so many new terms to follow???One of the term is quite funny de...That is the passenger in the car need to wear the safety belt...So if a family got a lot of children...Then they can't go out together...Because the back seat of a car just have 3 seat only...Haha!!!The only one solution...That is sit in the boat net...Haha!!!If not how worr???

Why got so many stupid terms???Hate!!!

Celebrated 11/6/2008

Haha!!!Yesterday i celebrated my birthday with my colleague...We celebrated at TGV Friday...The food is quite delicious...The environment is good...The waitress is nice...But the price is too expensive...Lucky i no need pay...I just go there and enjoy my dinner,laugh and be more close with the colleague...


This party made me feel very touching...When the waitress take the cake come out...They ask us(me,honey chu and steve)stand on the chair...When we stand on the chair,they ask we to made a wish...After that,they ask us to close our eye...That time i feel a bit scare...Because i didn't know what will they do to us...Lucky,they just take the cake far to us...Then ask us to blow...Horr horr!!!Lucky didn't do anything to us!!!If not this will made us feel embarrass!!!Haha!!!

Birthday 10/6/2008

Today is my birthday!!!My feeling now is happy,but also got a bit sad!!!Happy is because my best friend's wishing...Sad is because I'm 20 years old already...The time pass very fast...Last time celebrate 18 years old's birthday,i thought that just 18 ma...No need scare about what...But now i starting got the scare feeling come out...This is because the time past too fast...My life had already pass 1 quarter...But i just fulfill it with study...Isn't very pity???Got a bit loh...

Lucky when i was 19 years old,i have fall in love with someone...But can it calculate as love or just for me to fulfill my need???Anyway,i want to say thank you to the guy...You had bring a lot of happiness and concern to me...You are a good and a best guy...Unfortunately you met me,i just can bring you a short term happiness and concern...But i bring a long term unhappy and sadly life to you...Sorry to you...Sorry to my ex love...Because my decision made you fail in love again...Because of my innocent made you almost became mad...Sorry...I hope you can find your true love...But please don't meet the girl like me...

My birthday wish is hope i can enter UM and get the Account course!!!God please let my hope come true!!!

Long time no blogger 3/6/2008

Erm...Actually just a few day didn't blogger...But i feel that i have a long time didn't blogger...Haha!!!Erm...I think i was poisoner already...If i didn't blogger for a few day,i feel that uncomfortable...Haha!!!

Erm...tomorrow is my colleague birthday(Christine)...Haha!!!I wish her happy birthday!!!I hope she can be happy tomorrow...