Failure

Isn't my life are very bored???
Sometime i will ask myself...Isn't i'm a most failure person in my life??
I don't know what will happen to my choice...I just do whatever i like...Then some of the choices after i made,it will let me feel very regret...But if i didn't do it...I'll feel very uncomfortable...
What is my decision???
I still searching...
But only one thing i very confirm is i want to study master at oversea university...
I hope this would be a wrong decision and choice...Since i had already choose a wrong course study for my degree.

God,please show me a way that i would be wrong again in my life until i had alive for 21 years.