Majoring accounting's interview is coming soon!!!

Wow~~~I just finished the school holidays...I really hope it can be longer a bit...because i haven't have a enough rest time...I miss my home.I miss my bed.I miss my pillow.I miss my mom's foods.I miss home...................................

The interview for majoring accounting is coming soon...I don't know how to describe my feeling now...I really hope i can major it and try to do the best in the interview...But i scare I'll be speechless...Actually i lack of interview experience...Therefore,i scare i can't handle it...Why am i lose my self-confident???Where is my self-confidence???I need to find it back...But failed...I really hope i can get back it...God!!!Please give me a way to find back it...I need my confidence to do many things...Without my confidence,i feel fear to face problems...I really hope i can get back my confidence...

Future life!!!

Erm what can i do in the future 3 and the half years in UKM?I am trying to asking myself many time...Am i need to continue stay in hostel since many 'things' is occur...And all of this things are very scary and make me feel very nervous and so on...

Erm...What can i do???Now just first semester...But i feel this is very suffer...I need to look after my result and co-k...I really hope no need to do co-k again...Because co-k is really mafan 's matter...

Mid year 1/9/2008

Sigh~~~Scary!!!this weekend got add math exam...Actually i don't know what have i study already...Because some of that is totally don't know what is the things...Need to learn through the note...But the note i also don't what are the lecturer talking about???Who can help me???God please bless me!!!I must score in this semester exam because i want to major in accounting...Anywhere i also try my best to do in the exam...

God,please bless me and help me in this semester!!!

Co-k 6/8/2008

Erm...Co-k is almost made me become crazy...Others university just need to do 2 unit for their co-k...But my uni need to do 8 units...Like this have already more others uni 6 units...This is really very tough to do...

1st is i don't how they calculate the 2 unit...Is calculate according college or faculty or university itself???Now i got a lot of question marks around me...Who can help me to solve it???Beside the explanation by course mate is totally different and got many type of explanation...sigh~~~Who and what can i follow???God,please show me a good way...i need YOUR help!!!!

Uni's life!!!

Wow~~~Finally enter uni...But i just release that uni's life is not so free and easy to go...If without determine is impossible to go more longer...

Uni's life is really very tired and tough...I don't know how to explain it...I hope all of this can be ok start from next week...Actually uni is really totally different from the secondary school...In secondary school,i just need to stay in the class and wait teacher come in...But now i need to rush from a fac to another fac to study...Then,this will made me feel tired...But no choice,i like to study...So i just can do like this...

Who can tell or teach me a shortcut to do it???

New Staff 27/6/2008.

Sign~~~Start from yesterday got a new staff coming to replace me already...So i need to teach her all the things i had learned...I feel a bit bosyok and angry loh...Because when i msn,she will read my message too...Because this is my P&C ma...Sign~~~She look like the spy of my manager...Therefore i can't always msn...

I feel like i need to leave packet soon...I start feel miss packet's colleague...Sad~~~~Anyway,next Friday is my last day stay at packet systems...I need to plan activity to do during next next week...

Erm...What can i do leh???Haha!!!I think is go for travelling,then lepak here lepak there...Then i i will check whether i can appeal success or not...Then,if success can continue study...If can't,then need to find another part time job to earn some money first...Then continue my study journey start on September...

Anyway,i still hope can enter local university...Then can same class with my other form six friends...God,please bless me...If i can get the university and the course i like...I'll eat vegetarian for one month...I promise I'll do my promise...Please God...Please bless me this time...Please~~~~

Gathering 25/6/2008

Erm...Long time no blogger already...This is because i feel very sad and desperate...So don't have the mood to blogger...Until today,i just feel a bit happy...Last few days,i live in a blue,dark and a situation i can't image...All of this is because of the university...I keep on ask myself...Why i can't get a place to enter???Why am i so unlucky???Why am i this???Why am i that???

But now i won't think about this already...This is because if think more,this will made me feel more sad,worry and desperate...Therefore,i just do whatever i need to do and continue my life...I can't continue be like this...Maybe the God want to give me more better course and life...This is to made my life more colourful...

Now i also start looking the private university's list...If i can't get into local university...Then i can enter private university...But the fee of private university is really very very expensive...I really not dare to ask my parent to pay for it...So i also need to find the sponsor to get scholarship and to reduce my burden...

Anyway...I hope i really can enter local university after appeal for this time...I hope the God can bless me for this time...God please realise my hope...I also must realise my promise if God realise my hope...Please bless me,God!!!

Tomorrow need to attend a gathering party...I don't know want to smile or do what???Because they will ask me this ask me that...Sign~~~What can i do is go there more late...Therefore please give me a way...Teach me how to do???Please help me!!!I really out of idea now...

Cry... 18/6/2008

I get a bad news from MOHE...My application is not success...I knew it through the MOHE website...When i knew it,I feel that i can't breath and keep on asking myself is it truth...I can't think anything already...I can't even cry...I look like forgot how to cry and no tear to cry...I can't believe what had publish on the web...I can't even believe this is the truth to me...

Until now i also can't believe what is that...And i can't give response to the result...I lost my direction...I lost my confident...I lost my tear...I lost myself...I lost my soul...I lost many many things...I look like a Zambia...

Now i also feel that this is not a real thing...I look like in the dream...How???I can even know what am i doing,what am i write,what am i thinking,what am i speak???????

But i just feel very sad,desperate,disappointed and so on...I can't even know what response can i give to the result i get...

Please help me!!!I really don't know how to cry now???How to do now???What to do now???Please tell me a way!!!Teach me how to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cheap!!!! 17/6/2008

Haha!!!Because of sell old book...I can see how is my classmate so 'kiasu'...They sell the book at the so cheap price until other classmate want to sell the book in the higher price also can't...Now my friend always scolding them...If i want to sell the book...I'll be crazy,then I'll scold them...Haha!!!

Lucky i no need sell...Haha!!!Anyway i can consider as good because my book use by my sister...So i no need worry about it...

Replace 12/6/2008

Haha!!!Start from today until tomorrow...I can't go back on 6pm...I need to replace back 2 hours...That's mean need to do OT but don't have money de...This is because today i came in late 2 hours...All the fault is because the SSPN account loh...I need to go CIMB Bank open a SSPN account...This account is use to apply the loan...Why this year got this new term???If the applicator didn't open this account...Then the government won't approval they to get the loan...

Isn't this can consider as new government new environment???If not why this year got so many new terms to follow???One of the term is quite funny de...That is the passenger in the car need to wear the safety belt...So if a family got a lot of children...Then they can't go out together...Because the back seat of a car just have 3 seat only...Haha!!!The only one solution...That is sit in the boat net...Haha!!!If not how worr???

Why got so many stupid terms???Hate!!!

Celebrated 11/6/2008

Haha!!!Yesterday i celebrated my birthday with my colleague...We celebrated at TGV Friday...The food is quite delicious...The environment is good...The waitress is nice...But the price is too expensive...Lucky i no need pay...I just go there and enjoy my dinner,laugh and be more close with the colleague...


This party made me feel very touching...When the waitress take the cake come out...They ask us(me,honey chu and steve)stand on the chair...When we stand on the chair,they ask we to made a wish...After that,they ask us to close our eye...That time i feel a bit scare...Because i didn't know what will they do to us...Lucky,they just take the cake far to us...Then ask us to blow...Horr horr!!!Lucky didn't do anything to us!!!If not this will made us feel embarrass!!!Haha!!!

Birthday 10/6/2008

Today is my birthday!!!My feeling now is happy,but also got a bit sad!!!Happy is because my best friend's wishing...Sad is because I'm 20 years old already...The time pass very fast...Last time celebrate 18 years old's birthday,i thought that just 18 ma...No need scare about what...But now i starting got the scare feeling come out...This is because the time past too fast...My life had already pass 1 quarter...But i just fulfill it with study...Isn't very pity???Got a bit loh...

Lucky when i was 19 years old,i have fall in love with someone...But can it calculate as love or just for me to fulfill my need???Anyway,i want to say thank you to the guy...You had bring a lot of happiness and concern to me...You are a good and a best guy...Unfortunately you met me,i just can bring you a short term happiness and concern...But i bring a long term unhappy and sadly life to you...Sorry to you...Sorry to my ex love...Because my decision made you fail in love again...Because of my innocent made you almost became mad...Sorry...I hope you can find your true love...But please don't meet the girl like me...

My birthday wish is hope i can enter UM and get the Account course!!!God please let my hope come true!!!

Long time no blogger 3/6/2008

Erm...Actually just a few day didn't blogger...But i feel that i have a long time didn't blogger...Haha!!!Erm...I think i was poisoner already...If i didn't blogger for a few day,i feel that uncomfortable...Haha!!!

Erm...tomorrow is my colleague birthday(Christine)...Haha!!!I wish her happy birthday!!!I hope she can be happy tomorrow...

My Life 28/5/2008

My life???Erm...How to say leh...Actually what is my life???How i walk in this 20 years???I feel quite funny...I walk alone in this 20 years without accompany by boyfriend...Only with my best friends...But i feel very happy with what i have and what they give me...But am i feel enough of what i have and what they given to me???Absolutely no...Because I'm a greedy people...I like many no a bit...So i still need a lot of love,friends and so on...Please forgive my greedy...I like to share things with other but sometime i don't like to share and give to them...Am i a antimony people???hahaha!!!

Leave 27/5/2008

Haiz...Please help me another colleague is going to leave tomorrow...He is presales leh...So next time less a person help me to quote hardware loh...I feel sad now...Who can help me???Help me to solve this problem...OMG!!!Who help me to do out the quote and pass to the crazy 'dog'???

Why all of the important person want to leave so early???Why no me leave first de???So that i won't be so worry loh...God,please bless me...I hope i can be peace and save in this one more month...

Life 23/5/2008

Life is what?Life must full of love?Life must have adventure?Life must be simple?Life is full of hope?Life is ridiculous?Life is fun?Life is sad?Life is full of obstacle?Life is what?????

For me,life is a place to act and i can choose who i want to be and made my life be colourful and marvellous...I hope all of the matters happen can let me feel proud of my attitude and my action...Haha!!!

Erm...Anyway,now i still finding the things that i can feel proud of it...So i will try my best to find it out...But this is no call stubborn...It is call to fulfill my extra and special hope...Haha!!!If you know,please tell me...

Big Breast 21/5/2008

Big Breast!!!Erm...isn't if a woman have big breast...Then she will have extra power...Because her breast can go and sayang other people...But the big breast only can let man feel happy when they look at it...But for woman,they will hate to see the breast movement...Is it call jealous???Haha!!!For me i don't care...I just care about her attitude...But if the girl have big breast...Then she won't have an good attitude...

I hate big breast woman...Especially the woman sit in front of me...She have two big breast,hot temper,like to scold people,don't like to teach people,when she realise is her fault then she won't apologise with other people,like to push the fault to other people...Haiz...Give me a day to complain also no enough...I think have to use more that one days to write down her bad attitude...I really hate this kind of people...

6 Weeks to go 20/5/2008

Yeah!!!Finally leave 6 weeks to go...After 6 weeks i can continue my study...No need face the crazy dog any more...Haha!!!Now i just think also feel very happy...So if really in the situation,then I'll be more happy...I think i can't find out a word to describe my feeling loh...

Langkawi Trip...Actually i want to follow de...But i just come back from Redang Island...So no extra budget to go...Therefore,I stay at home and relax in this three days public holidays...But yesterday i just go to temple and pray...Because yesterday is Wesak Day...I hope god bless me...God can let my dreams come true...

Dog Barking 14/5/2008

Haha!!!Now i realise that my office appear a dog...No is a crazy dog...She will barking anytime and anywhere de...So if she is happy then she won't bark de...But if she is angry she will barking me or other people...So she can bark until the director there...Then the director will just hear her how to bark other people...Haha!!!The director is quite clever because he know how to hear a dog bark and bark about what...Haha!!!!!!

Ya i really don't know the crazy dog bark about what...Because i'm not clever as my director...So don't know what the dog bark about what...Haha!!!Maybe i need to go and learn the dog language...Therefore i can know what is the meaning of the bark...So i'll go to search the web...The web is teaching people learn the meaning of a dog bark...If you know please let me know...Therefore i can learn it immediately...Haha!!!

Mad 13/5/2008

I really beh tahan with the crazy woman already...Who can help me???Even the director also ask me to scold her...Haha!!!I really really beh tahan her attitude...She is only know how to scold people and don't know how to let people do her things with the more willing way...Hate!!!

I think i better go to take a body check...Because of her maybe i already get heart attack or hypertension now...I wish i can beat her,kill her or do whatever to her to let me feel better...I really beh tahan her now....HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friend 12/5/2008

Erm...Friend is what???My friend tell me...Friend is important to she...And friend can colourful her life...Isn't all the friend can colourful our life???But i don't think so...This is because i had been hurt by them many times...

So in my stand,i got two type of friends...First is the friend can chat,can share many things with you,can cry together,can scold each other,can use them...But this type of friend are not too close to me...Second is the friend can't share anythings with you...But they will know what you want and what is your problem you facing now...But they normally is the people i hate most and didn't so close to me...Haha!!!

Anyway,i hope i can get a close and good friend in my life...

Bleeding 8/5/2008

Haha!!!Today i broke my colleague finger nail...But this all happen in accidentally...I didn't think that I'll break it de...But unfortunately this also happen...He said bleeding already...So am i need to trust him...Or just ignore it...Haha!!!!!!


Why why why i need to do many things???But the crazy no need and she just order me do this and do that...I really hate....Only she can 'chui'people and other people can't 'chui' her de leh???If i have a chance i must let her to taste this kind of experience...I really hope i can get this chance to do once to her...I must do it in a very hard way to let her complete...Haha!!!But all of this just occur in my dream...Hahaaaaa!!!!!

Dream 6/5/2008

Erm...I don't what can be title already...Because this title is suddenly come out from my mind...

Ya...I really have many dreams...And i hope all of the dreams can come true...Not only me got dream...Almost a human being will have their own dream...Their dream can be very easy and simple,also can be hard and difficult to come true...All of this just depend on the human being's thinking way...But normally a human being is greedy 1...So their dream will be very hard and difficult to come true...Haha!!!

My first dream is i hope i can enter the university that i hope...Second is i hope my have a good luck everyday...Third is i hope i have a healthy body...Isn't a very greedy dreams???Haha!!!

Bored 5/5/2008

Yo!!!I feel very bored leh...Because i have to wait most of they do finish their things...I just can find out my things...Haha!!!iI hate to wait lah...Hate!!!Bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't what can i do now...Except for waiting...Haha!!!!!

When will the upu list coming out leh???This list also need to wait...I hope i can get into the u i need and the course i apply...

Holiday Mood 2/5/2008

Yo!!!Today i still feel that in the holiday mood...Because many of the colleague went for the company trip...Now the office just leave 9 people...Look like very quiet and peace...Me arr...No need say lah of course is the most free 1...Because the crazy also went for her personal trip...Haha!!!Nobody control...I can do whatever i like and no need to do and face the crazy works...Hahahaha!!!!

Today i ate at KimGary...There have many choices...But finally i also ate the Cheese rice...It is quite good and delicious...But the price is quite expensive...But i feel ok loh...If everyday go,then i'll bankrupt...Because too expensive to me...Hehe!!!

Present 29/4/2008

Tiring...Why this two day got so many paper work to do de...It made me very tired and tired...Especially the crazy always ask me to do this do that which i also don't know de...If can i really want to scold her...She is a person i really hate in the office...Anyway,i just need to face her more 8 weeks...But in this 8 weeks,i also beh tahan her already...

Wendy's birthday is coming...So i need to buy what to her leh...I really can't think more already...Because now i don't know i need to buy what to her...Can i just invite her to eat cake...Then i can buy a necklace to her as a present...Haha!!!Please give me an idea...Now I'm lee of idea already...

Monday Again 28/4/2008

Haiz...Today is Monday again...Today fate is quite bad...When i need to print out something...Then the printer is out of service...Then when i need to photostat,the photostat machine don't have paper...So i just take a few paper to put in...But when i take out the A4 paper,my finger nail cut off...Isn't very bad fate to me leh...Then the crazy didn't bother other...She continue to order me to ask other colleague about this about that...She is really a mad people...I really very super hate she...So i just be patient another 2 months or 8 weeks...Then i no need to see her again...I feel really thanks to the God...

Redang Trip 21/4/2008 - 23/4/2008

Yeah!!!Finally i arrival Redang Island...It take about 8 hours to arrival the jetty and need to take another 1 hours to sit ferry to arrival there...This is a really tiring things...But when i arrival there...I feel that all of the waiting is worth...Because this is a marvellous island...If can,i really don't want to come back so early...


First Day(21st April 2008)

I waiting ferry to go Redang Island...Isn't cool???
Wendy n Me
Lai Ching n Me

Qin Ting n Me

Finally i arrival the island...It is really an amazing and wonderful place...I can't imagine that there is so peace and nice...I really can't found a word to describe it...Haha!!!
Then,we start our journey with taking lunch first...The lunch is quite delicious...Got 3 'lauk-pauk' and 1 soup...
Then most important things is coming....That is snorkeling...At the first,i feel very scare...Because i don't know how to swim...When the people push me into the sea,i can't go up...Lucky,i have my friend,Wendy to save me...If not....I can't imagine what will happen to me...Then,i get a snorkeling tutor...He bring me along the snorkeling activities...But my friends all said that he has a 'gatal' face...So they no dare to go near with him...But i feel that this is quite ok...The most unbelievable things is we can snorkeling for 5 times within 2 days...But we won't feel tired and we feel proud with our stamina...This was the breakfast every morning i ate...Is it too many???Ya,this is a really full breakfast...I really can't imagine that i can ate all of this...Haha!!!
My snorkeling tutor...
Haha!!1This photo taken in the resort room...
FunnyyyyyyyyTaken this photo at the second day night...
Me,Rose and Yi Wen.......
Me and Wendy...me,lee yuen,lai ching,soo leng and wendy

Injured legs...So pity.......
Haha!!!I planned to bring The boss(Robert)bicycle back...The plat is Robert 4896....
Tiring.....Because need to take another 9 hours to go back home....
Byebye!!!Redang Island!!!If i have chance...I'll will come here again...

Vacation 18/4/2008

Yeah!!!Finally still got 2 days...I can go to the trip...I can no need come to office to see the crazy...Haha!!!Now my feeling is super happy,excited...Erm...I can't explain my feeling now...
Still got 50 hours go....I really can't wait already....This is really very suffer lah...

1,2,3,4,5.......50......Wah!!! the time will really past very slow....................

Hate!!! 15/4/2008

I really the dispatch!!!This is because he always made me become 'siao'...But without they i also be in suffer...So that mean i need to pay for the extra charge...I really hate hate hate!!!

Erm...I need to say 'thank you' to they...Without they i no need pay extra money...Haha!!!Hate Hate Hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One more weeks!!! 14/4/2008

Erm...One more week!!!I can go for my holidays...Yeah!!!Finally can go for rest for a long time...I really hope i can go now...Anyway i still have to wait another 5 days...Because today just Monday and i still need to work for another 4 days...This is really suffer because i wait for a long time already and just can imagine only...

Today got many Sales Order need to get the signature...I hate to get the signature...This is because i such as a 'fans' want to get the signature from the 'idol'...Even my idol(Jay Chou),i also didn't try to get the signature like this...They just my boss no my 'idol' leh...I really hate this kind of feeling...Isn't very funny leh???I just work leh...I still need to pretend like a 'fans' to get signature from my boss...Haha!!!

PC Fair 11/4/2008

Erm...Start from today until this Sunday will have PC fair at KL Conversation Centre...Actually i want to buy an ear phone...But i lazy to go there...Because tomorrow will have many people...Haiz...

Erm...Speechless......

Love is blind 9/4/2008

Erm...Love is blind???This question sunddenly some out from my mind...Isn't love is everything and the soul of a girl,a woman???But as i'm a girl,i feel that love is no everything and no the soul of me...If without love,some people will feel that he or she will died...But for me in this age stage,i feel that single is the best...I very enjoy with the single life...This is because the couple life is quite suffer and meaningless to me...I hate that a guy when he become my boyfriend...He always 'paste' with me and his lose the taste of his life...He will leave his friend and just 'paste' me...Therefore i will lose my freedom...So in another word,freedom is important that everything and i feel more meaning with it in my life...I don't like the life tie by other people...So if without freedom,maybe I'll died...No is i must died...Isn't very funny and serious when i put freedom as my most most most important thing in my life...So conclusion is FREEDOM is more important that LOVE...Haha!!!

For me love is second and money is the most important...Without money,i can't do anything,eat what i like,live in what lifestyle i like...So beside money,relationship between family and friend is also important to me...Anyway,love will be the last important in my life in this age stage...Haha!!!

Death Note 8/4/2008

Erm...This is the movie i wait for a long time to watch in the cinema...This is a Japanese movie then made me so curious to watch...This is because the movie i really want to watch in cinema...


Erm...i feel sleepy now...This is because i done many paper work in 1 day...I hope tomorrow the stock can arrival in the sharp time...God bless me...

Migrate 7/4/2008

Haiz...Another friend enter hospital...But the reason her enter hospital is fever virus...I feel very surprise when i heard the reason...This is because i first time heard this disease...Anyway i hope her can be recover soon...

Erm...Recently i was thinking about migrate to New Zealand and study...Am i a person who don't know how to control myself to dream about it...But i really hope that i can go there and study...This also can let me become more independence...Anyway i really hope this dream can become truth...

Cheng Ming 4/4/2008

Today is Cheng Ming...I thought today will have many colleague on leave...Unfortunately,all of them come to work...

Today is Friday too...So I'll be very busy to prepare many paper work...Then need to e-mail to my manager and boss...I hate Friday too...Because i need to do many things...Haiz...Lucky tomorrow can take a short break...

Erm...Today the sky look like will raining also...But i think it must raining de loh...Because today is Cheng Ming ...So if raining also don't feel surprise de...Anyway i hope it will stop raining on 6pm...Because i want to go back home...

Drama 3/4/2008

Erm...The drama is quite good at the beginning...But at the almost last part is going more ridiculous...Anyway this is a quite good drama...

Erm...Now I'm going on to watch another drama...So i hope i can get a more good drama...No a stupid drama like the Idol drama...

Erm...Today need to pay another RM350 for the trip...Anyway i hope i can get fun from the trip...

April Fool 2/4/2008

Ya yesterday was April Fool!!!But i didn't felt that the was something fool to me...But got a news that i get from Michelle...I really can't accept...She said she will resign...Therefore she will go on end of June...The funny excuse is she want to go there to shopping...But the real excuse is she want to accompany her husband at US...Anyway i hope she can enjoy her short term migrate...

Erm...If without Michelle...My working life will become 'sien'...Because of her,I would feel 'sien' and she had teach me many things...I feel very happy got this kind of colleague...

Then mean i have to face the crazy without 1 person support me...Haiz...I feel very tired to face the both crazy...Then i'll be crazy soon de...Haha!!!So i hope i can be more safety without Michelle teaching and support...And this will made me without a place to made complain...Help!!!Help!!!I really beh tahan the two crazy...

Long time no see 31/3/2008

Yesterday i attend a dinner party...I met a secondary school classmate....The most surprise thing is he is my cousin...Why almost my classmate then i met in the dinner party are my relative???But this also good for me because it can made me met again the old friends and classmate...Beside that,it also let me won't feel very boring when attend this kind of party...If not I'll just be a clown...When met all of them can let me feel very surprise and happy...This can let me feel then the time can pass very fast...I hope i can met them again in the dinner party to avoid me become the clown...

Funny 27/3/2008

Haha!!!I just read a friend blog...Her blog was very funny...She is really a patience and funny girl...Therefore she can be a temp teacher...But for me,I'll be crazy soon if i be teacher and the worst is I'll kill someone...This is because first i hate to teach people...Second I'm not a patience people...Third i don't like kids...Fourth i don't like the salary given by the school...Therefore i willing to be a OL rather a teacher...Although be a OL the working hours is more longer than a teacher...But i feel happy will this kind of job...This is because i no need look after the kids and shouting here and the most important thing is no need to scream in the working place...Then i just do whatever then need...Then no need be a 'baby sister'...So i should say you are a very patience people(Evon)...

Scholarship 26/3/2008

Ya i really need the scholarship to start my study...This is because i need the money for survive...Therefore i always looking for different kind of sponsors and banking industrial come out the advertisement about it...

The scholarship also use for buy the stationary for study use...I hope i can get anyone scholarship then i applied....

Topic 25/3/2008

Haha!!!Today title is 'Topic'...Why suddenly can come out this kind of title...Actually i also don't know...This is because i feel very 'sien' with the normal title...Then with this kind of title,i can write whatever things inside my blog...

I still remember what my mom say to me 1...She say i have to do this do that to ensure my hope all can come true...Isn't this will made my hope all come true???So let me see what will happen in the future...Anyway I hope all of this action can let my hope and dreams all come true...

Erm...Today i feel quite normal...I don't know how to explain my feeling...This is because i will feel very scare this scare that when the crazy come to office early...Haha!!!i also don't know how to write it out now...Anyway i hope i can be safety for today...

Lucky 24/3/2008

Haha!!!Lucky today i go in the office more early...If not I'll be 'lock' in the lift...This is because the lift got people hang inside...

Today i hope all the best to my working performance...

Woman 21/3/2008

Why i want to talk about 'woman'???This is because in my company got many kinds of woman...Especially the sales department 1...All the woman almost are the crazy...Last time just got 1 crazy...But now appear another crazy already...This made me feel very tired...Please help me!!!

Erm...I really don't know what will happen in the next 3 months...Because of the two crazy...I'll be crazy soon...I hope god bless me...

Finally 19/3/2008

I really hate!!!Why when got something do wrong...The sales department people will ask me this ask me that...Am i a superwoman???Even i had already told them i inform the admit department...But they still pretend a 'bo syok' face to me...Anyway i must say 'thank you' to them...Because of them i knew that working in the office no an easy job...We need to be a quiet person rather a talkative people...

Ya...I made the decision already register and fill the form which need to apply the university...Like somebody say that 'what you study now, later you will no work as what you study now'...Sound like the is just a truth situation...This is because supply more that demand...That it will made many graduates didn't do the work they study...So this will have many unemploy...so hope the new government can charge this situation...

Trouble 17/3/2008

Haha!!!I feel very trouble after taking result...I always feel that i scare about this scare about that...So i feel very trouble now...I don't know want to choose for study...This is because i my result is not so good...Therefore i don't have many choice...

Erm...next month I'll spend more that RM600 when it use for travel 1...Therefore,i need to on leave for 3 days...Then mean i can't earn money...What can i do leh???It is a sad thing...Haha!!!Even can play also feel sad...Anywhere i hope that i can enjoy this trip...

Decision 13/3/2008

Haiz...I hate to made this kind of decision...Because I scare i made a wrong decision...Especially need me to do this kind of big decision...But after i made the decision...I hope that it can come true...


Erm i really feel very shy with the result i get...I really hate the lose feeling...Especially lose to Alvin,Pei Ru and Maggie...This is because they are not the stronger in the class...I really feel very shy and hate...Why need to punish me like this way??????

Scare 11/3/2008

Erm...Today feeling is more scare and nervous...The result is coming out by today on 12pm...I really don't know what can i do now...I can't sleep better...This is because i worry about my result...


I hope god bless me!!!God,please bless me!!!

Nervous 10/3/2008

Due to tomorrow is my result coming out...So now i start feel scare and nervous...I always think about my result...I scare i don't dare to see my result...I really scare to see my result...I hope God bless me and give me power to open and see my result...God,please help me................

Erm now my brain is almost blank...This is because the result...I hope i can get a good and marvellous result!!!

12th Election day 7/3/2008

Tomorrow is the 12th election day...I hope the election can be do in the peace way...The loser please don't blame others and the winner please don't be so ego...And hope the winner really can help our country to do the development don't just simply talk only...


Today i just get a news...That is about the STPM result...The result will be announce on next Tuesday(11th March)...I hope i can get a good result...I hope God bless me........

Thursday 6/3/2008

Now i feel very confuse...This is because i don't know whether the old company still want to employ me or not???If yes,then I'll stay back...If not,then mean i need to find another work start from today because my contract is almost finish already....So I'll try my best to ask my boss...But i don't know how to ask he...And i afraid to get the answer...


Today Lai Keng tell me many things...About her family 1...It is very funny and ridiculous...Through this conversation,i feel that our relationship is more closer now...She also invite me to drink soya bee...I hope our relationship can be more closer start from today...

After two month working 5/3/2008

Ya start from today i had already work for 2 months...But i still feel that my performance is only can consider as average...This is because i still continue doing somethings wrong...I hope start from this month i can do the work more better...

Ya actually i really hope that i can know when is the result coming out...This is because can let me feel more relax...And now my feeling is always stay in the stress and nervous situation...I hope god bless me....

Erm 4/3/2008

Ooh...Next Wednesday is the SPM result coming out...So i think my sister will scream at the night before take the result...So i wish her can get a good result...

So how about me?When is my result coming out?When can i know the result?Anyway i hope i can get a good result...God bless me...

Erm...This word is quite familiar in my blog...Because i will stuck after i write half way...I really can't find out the result...Why Why Why?????????????????????

Sleepy 3/3/2008

Actually i feel very sleepy now...I also don't know why this will happen 1...Yesterday i slept very early 1 but today still feel very sleepy...Yo...Really can't open the eye already...So cham...Please help me...I want to sleep now...


I feel very sorry to Michelle...Because i always do wrong her things...I hope i can do well on next time...I will try my best to do the work.......

Sleepyyyyyyyyyy.................
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Difident 29/2/2008

Why am i always do the wrong things 1???Am i a careless person???But before i step into the work industrial,i was a very confident person...But now i become a careless and a diffident person...Therefore it cause me always do the wrong things...Now even worst because i starting feel very stress...When i was at the school life and face the big exam,i also won't feel stress...Isn't anythings happen and make me become like this...Anywhere i hope that i can chance to be a more confident person...

I really hope that i can be a good and a more confident temp worker........

Between Freedom and Constrain 27/2/2008

Erm...Now i was stay in the situation between freedom and constrain...This is because if i continue the old job...Then I'll be very freedom 1...So if i change the job...Then i'll be in constrain...So i can't on-line and the salary given is more lower that now 1...That's why i stay in the freedom and constrain situation...


Ya today is very good because i don't have so many job...The crazy didn't come in office...And she didn't give me job through the e-mail...Therefore i just sit here and waiting the time past and waiting the salary come in...Hehe!!!

Yo today morning really feeling unhealthy...Because i vomit...The reason i vomit is because i eat the medicine...Haiz......

Backup 26/2/2008

Ya i really hope that my notebook crush today...Therefore,i can charge a new 1...But finally still can repair by the engineer...I felt very disappointed...If i got miracle,then i must make this notebook broke...Haiz...Lucky i don't have if not it will be a terrible things to this company...

Erm...Today i receive a comment from my best friend...She say she miss me...Haiz...I also miss her ma...But she don't have time come out gathering...So just can be contact with the mail and sms...Take care my best friends...

Always happy to my dear friends...

I hope can charge job 25/2/2008

Erm...I really hope that i can charge job...I hope i can work in Citibank...But the salary are given is too low that my job now...So now i feel confusing already...Confusing between want to accept or not?

Erm...I miss a chance to watch Jay's concert...I feel very regret now...I have to wait more 2 to 3 year later to watch his concert...Haiz...Is very regret now...

Erm...I really hope i can be recover faster...Because sick is really a tired matter...

Finally 22/2/2008

Yes!!!Finally come to Friday already...Tomorrow can take a short rest...Actually tomorrow i had already plan to go to watch Jay's concert...But now i feel sick already...Haiz...I feel very disappointed now because can not go to watch jay's concert...

Finally i done all the paper work given by the crazy...Haiz why i have to do so many quotation 1???Anyway i need to thank the crazy also...Because of she,i can learn more things even without her teaching...


Finally Jay's concert is "arrival"...I quite curious about what will he do in the concert...Because all the article say that the concert very be marvellous and they had already spend about one millions to do this concert...Haiz...But i can't go and watch...So just can wait the article come out and read only...So pity...............

Last Day Of Chinese New Year 21/2/2008

Erm...Today is the last day of cny...Wah look like so fast but actually the time past is very slow...Isn't because of now i was working already so don't feel that i was celebrate cny???But when receive "ang pow" from relative and colleague,i just can feel that now is still around cny...Haha!!!Isn't very funny leh because got "ang pow" just feel that still around cny and when don't receive "ang pow" feel that now is not cny even is cny around the corner....

Haiz...Why the crazy always like this 1???Only think about her work can finish or not and didn't bother other people...Anyway i just need to be patient more one month...Then i can get another job...I really wish that i can work in Citibank...Because the payment is more highest and can learn more thing...So i have to pray hard from now...

Money 20/2/2008

Haha!!!'Think rich to get rich'This is a new slogan for me...Because i find that money is very impotant...Althrough money is not all but without money we can't survive...Last time,i just throught that money only for buying things and doing some payment...But now money also can let me stay in a more comfortable situation...Anyway without money we can't let our dreams come true!!!

I hope my dreams all come true!!!

The Day After Tomorrow 19/2/2008

Ya the title is quite stupid...But i like this title because it is quite mistery...But anyway what will happen to me tomorrow?I also don't know.Today i get many work from the crazy...Haiz.........Nevermind i still can handle it...I think i need to say thank you to her...Because of her i learn many thing from other colleague and she let me know what will happen when work in the office future...

Wah the time past very faster...Now already end of February...Next month i can get my STPM result...Now i have already feel very scare and nervous because i really scare when the result come out is not like i want...So i will pray very hard start from now...Isn't very funny because i have say that i didn't trust god but now i want to pray hard to the god...Haiz......This call girl and woman loh...

Today i still in the sick situation...Haiz...I hate sick because sick still need to work and i have a long period didn't sick already so i feel very very very tired now...Haiz...Anyway i still have to work...Now just a temp worker i have already feel very tired to work...So what will happen in the future...I can't imaging it now...

Take care and always happy to my friends.........

Sick 18/2/2008

Haiz...This is the a new monday again...I sick already...So i feel tired to do work...Anyway i still need to work...This is a suffer things...I hate sick...Because this will made me become tired...

Yo i hate sick.........................

I also don't know what am i write now...Because i feel blur already....
Haiz..........

If i take MC leave,i can't get payment 1...I feel very pain because no money...

Crazy 14/2/2008

The title is crazy,but not means that because to day is Valentine day i be crazy...This is because of someone made me become crazy..."She" really is a bad person because she cucuk me from the back...She say that i always doing the wrong things...But she didnt remember that she didnt teach me how to do before...Then when i do wrong she just made her face become black...So how i dare to ask her questions...

Haiz...I feel that it is more worst when manager also say like this...Because the manager didnt ask me do anythings...So i feel really unfair with the manager comment...So i hope that faster reach April...Therefore i can no need come here to work...

Haiz anyway i wish i can be safety until i finish this contract...

HaPpY VaLeNtIne dAy

Busy 13/2/2008

Yo just come back from the holiday...I had a lot of work to do...Yesterday Steven ask me to take leave.Lucky i didnt take if no when i come back sure got a lot of work to do...Than i sure died 1...

Yesterday is a nightmare because i have to hand up 2 set of quotation and a few set of SO... Lucky Steven didnt scold me when i hand up late the quotation...

Ha when then crazy is back then means i wont have time to rest because she will give me a lot of paper work...Haiz...I really feel very tired with all of this paper work because i cant learn new things already...just repeat and repeat the work...Haiz..................

Anyway now still in the cny mood so i feel lazy to do work.But i still need to do...

During CNY 11/2/2008

Haha!!!Today stil in the cny...I just get ang pow from my two boss...I starting guess how much inside the ang pow...Anyway thank you for you all giving ang pow...

Ya last wednesday we went to watch CJ7...Before watching i consider it as a good and marvellous movie...But after watching i feel that this is just a good movie because the whole movie heroes just the doll...If i knew is like this kind of movie,rather that i watch chicken litter at home because this is more cute and funny...Lucky i no need paid money for the ticket because my sister paid for it...If not i'll kill someone...So i wish to watch Kung Fu Dunk...I hope this movie is more better then CJ7...If not this will waste my money...Because i have to pay for my sister ticket too....

During the cny is a really bored life because i can't do many things that i hope such as watching drama,surfing net...I just sit there and waiting the time past...Haiz really a terrible holidays because when i switch on the tv...My uncle will say then i just know switch on the tv and don't know do others things already...I feel really unhappy with his speech...But anyway i already try my best to stay quiet in the house...

If can i hope no need to go to his house.So that his won't have chance to say anythings to me...Haiz...But this is the impossible things for now because we still need to go back to the hometown to visit our grandma...So i have to be in patient a bit when i stay at his housa...

HaPpY cHiNeSe nEw YeAr

Happy Chinese New Year 6/2/2008

Yeah!!!Finally the chinese new year is tomorrow...Actually i also don't know i want to write what in my blog because i write the blog everyday until now i feel speechless already...Erm i really feel that i was nothing to write already....

Happy Chinese New Year...

Happy 5/2/2008

Haha!!!Today the crazy woman start on leave already...Then i feel very relax and happy because she can't give me work to do.Then i can do whatever i like without her disturb...Haha!!!Now is no 1 word can describe my feeling...

Ya tomorrow is the last day working because start from thursday is the Chinese New Year holiday.So i can take 4 days rest...But this also means that i don't have any money to get...Haiz got advantage ang disadvantage too...

Monday again 4/2/2008

Haha!!!Today is monday.Isn't very stupid introduction leh.But anywhere today is a boring day because today is the working day after 3 days holidays...So i feel very tired.Yesterday i went for shopping.I had spend around RM500 to buy my new clothes...Haiz i feel very pain now because i just buy and didn't follow the budget that i have planned 1...So i think the expenditure is more than my budget already...So now i felt very pain pain pain...

Ya today the crazy woman note book can't switch on so she had to use mine 1...I feel very unhappy because i can't use my note book...Then i have to wait she finished her work first then i just can use.So i have to delate my work.But now i also can't do anythings because i have to wait her back from meeting to get some data.Then just can continue my work...Haiz always have to wait wait wait before do her things....I feel really angry and i can't be patient already...

Overtime 31/1/2008

Haha!!!Finally i can work for overtime...That's mean i can earn more money...This is a good news for me.But this also a bad news because it's mean that's i have a lot of work to do in this two weeks,because next week many of them are taking leave to celebrate Chinese New Year.So the campany will be very empty because don't have many people in the campany...So maybe next week i just come to campany and sit here then wait the time pass then go back...Then i can earn money without doing work...

Haha!!!Chinese New Year is coming...That mean i can watch drama for whole day without doing housework...This is the life i like...Althrough i can't get money,but no need to see the crazy woman...Haha!!!I feel very super happy.The feeling is can't image 1...Yeah!!!

Lost 30/1/2008

Haiz i was very bad luck on yesterday.This because i lost her document.When i knew that i lost the document,i felt very panic.I thought i sure died 1 because this is her document...So i faster go to photocopy a set to her and get her signature.Lucky she didn't scold me because she had customer on that time.I felt sweating when i want to get the signature from her,because i scare she will scold me.Lucky she didn't scold me.I think maybe she had to meet customer so don't have the time to scold me...I felt very lucky....

Haiz...What can i do huh?If i still in her department because she really is a very crazy woman.She just knew that only her work is important and didn't care about others work.She always want me to do this do that,but didn't think about the stock receive already or not yet.Haiz if i got change i must want to be her boss.This is because she only be patient when she spoke to the boss.Unfortunately this is just my dream only.So this kind of matter only occur when i slept....

Haiz all of this only can consider as my fate...........................

New Week Again 28/1/2008

Haha!!!Finally end of the month....but i still can't feel that i got done anythings in this month...This because i just start my temprorary job in this month....So i feel tired after go back to my house then can't do other things...Haiz so i feel that i didn't fulfill this months...

Then next month got a lot of holiday such as cny actually is can earn some "ang pow" money but now i become more oldest then i will feel shy to take their "ang pow"...so can't earn money for 2 days...Haiz really pity...Because the salary will be more less...

I really hope March don't have public holidays already because i want money,money and money.....But in Malaysia is can't get 1 month got no holidays 1...So this can say that every month will have public holidays 1........

Anual Party 25/1/2008

I feel very suprise when Wing Ting say i was invited to go the anual party bacause i just a part timer and just work in this campany for few weeks only...So i thought i won't be invited 1...But Wing Ting ask me to go also...so for me is very suprise...

Haha!!!Finally got someone teach me to do a big incident to punish the colleague...Isn't so funny leh because i just a part timer but they also feel that she action is too cruel to me...So let me think first...But at the last i will not dare to do this kind of things...So i'll just think only and don't dare to do it 1...So i also can consider as a not brave person...

Haiz so this call woman loh...can charge the mind for many times 1 before doing one things...
Haiz really useless....

After a day holiday 24/1/2008

Haha!!!Holiday arr can consider as work also because i need to made biscuits.I hate to do biscuits because this will made me become very tired and feel sleepy...Anyway today i no need do already is a good news for me...

Today i feel tired and happy.Happy is because i knew that a lot of people hate the colleague...They scold she in a very bad words...Tired is because today got a lot of things to do...I feel very sorry to Michelle because i always type her SO's address wrong but she only remind me and didn't scold me...I feel very sorry to her....

Public Holiday 22/1/2008

Huh...Public holiday again...In the school life i would like the public holiday,but now is a part timer i hate public holiday...This is because i can't earn more money...

Isn't very funny leh...Because holiday can take a rest and stay at home do whatever things i like...But tomorrow i can't take a rest even it is a holiday because have to made,made and made biscuits...I hate it because this will made me become more tired,tired and tired....

Haiz anywhere i just can complaint with my mom before doing the biscuits but at the last this also be useless....Haiz......................Hate public holiday.....exspecially nearly the chinese new year...This is because i need to do this do that to prepare celebrate Chinese New Year........

I wish all of you happy PuBliC HolIdaY...Although i don't like public holiday...


Take care for all my dear friends.

Renovation 18/1/2008

Haha today my campany now is renovate...so i can consider as very free because nothings to do just sit here and waiting to chit-chat with anyone....
Isn't very bored leh?But for me this is more freedom because no need control by others...
Today i get a new e-mail address.I feel very confused because don't know how to write...Anywhere is 'renovation'


Take care to all my dear friends...

Hi 17/1/2008

I just want to write somethings in my blog because i feel very bored...
This weeks is my working for two weeks already...
In this two weeks i learn many things from my colleague...exspecially from Christine,Michelle and Ping Ping.All of them are willing to teach me new things...not like someone just know how to order me to do but didn't teach me then they will be angry...I feel that now i'm writing the office gossip...but anywhere i want to say thank you to them who willing to teach me....

Ya this tuesday my colleague and me just met in an accident.I still feel very scare now because when i open my door,i accidently stepped the victim leg.This is because the victim was under our car.The time i close the door immediately because i feel very scare.... Luckily the victims is still alive if not we will be in big trouble...Anywhere this is past already...Eventhough the driver is not me but i'll be careful next time when i drive...


Take care to all my dear friends.

Pelajar Teladan 15/1/2008

This is the most proud time.

Because i get "Pelajar Teladan" and "The 1st place in academic"

When i take the prizes from he,i feel very happy and proud because this is my 1st time get the prizes in this school....

Eventhough,pelajar teladan is my 1st time get but haiz....i felt very suprise when the teacher told me because i felt that i'm not the most good and talented student in the school...

Anywhere i want to say thank you to my teacher and friends wish...

Take care my dear friends.

Finally get a job 9/1/2008


Ya now i'm quite happy.Coz can get a so free job.
Beside that,my colleagues are very good and kind.They all willing to teach me...
The payment also very good coz is RM8 per hour..
Athough it is no higher that Pik Yee 1 but it stil can consider as high olde and not need go to so far to do the job...


HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my friends....