Isn't my life are very bored???
Sometime i will ask myself...Isn't i'm a most failure person in my life??
I don't know what will happen to my choice...I just do whatever i like...Then some of the choices after i made,it will let me feel very regret...But if i didn't do it...I'll feel very uncomfortable...
What is my decision???
I still searching...
But only one thing i very confirm is i want to study master at oversea university...
I hope this would be a wrong decision and choice...Since i had already choose a wrong course study for my degree.
God,please show me a way that i would be wrong again in my life until i had alive for 21 years.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Life is full of hopes!!!
Hmm...Life is full of hopes!!!The phase look like have a bit 'kolot',but it is true!!!
In my opinion,it look like won't always happen...But it also has happen in my life!!!I don't think that we will be bad luck everytime...just depend on a person how he/she looking the problem...If he/she can change a problem into a 'hope'...
Yerr!!!Semester break is coming...that's mean CNY is coming soon!!!Yo!!!I feel very happy and excited now!!!CNY have many food can eat such as biscuit,food and many type of drinks and sweet...Hohoho!!!
In my opinion,it look like won't always happen...But it also has happen in my life!!!I don't think that we will be bad luck everytime...just depend on a person how he/she looking the problem...If he/she can change a problem into a 'hope'...
Yerr!!!Semester break is coming...that's mean CNY is coming soon!!!Yo!!!I feel very happy and excited now!!!CNY have many food can eat such as biscuit,food and many type of drinks and sweet...Hohoho!!!
Thursday, January 8, 2009
New Year 2009
Long time no blog already...Because i'm very busy about my study and work during semester break...
1.My result is coming out.I quite surprise with my result...I can get 3.73...i didn't expect that i can get this pointer...Because i'm a second intake student...Then during exam,i really not so sure that whether my answer was correct or not...Besides,some of the exam question i also feel that i can't do it.I just 'teka' the answer...Haha!!!So i quite happy with it...But i still feel got a bit unhappy...Why i can't get 3.75???Then i will be the first class honour...Now i just a first class only...Sigh~~~Anyway,i wish i can maintain my result...So that,i can register many subject...Then i can clear my credit hours as soon as possible...
2. I can majoring account.But now i just feel that i don't like account.I would like to change to major finance.Am i a very bad person???When i told my friends about it.My friends will scold me and ask me why i want to be like this...Ya y i want to be like this???All is about my attitude.Because i can't do and don't want to do a same thing in a long time...I don't like to do checking to find out the correct figure in the long time...I like to do something which is a bit adventure and risk...Such as finance...Finance course teach me how to do the investment and the thing is very interesting...Now i really hope to get into the finance field...
3.New year is coming soon...But i still can't go to shopping with my part time salary...All is the kelly services fault...Why don't u pay me my salary???I need it to go shopping...Haha!!!I want to buy a body glove school bag,a pair of jeans and some t-shirt...Am i very greedy???Because nowadays the economic is not too good...I still spend my money in the most wasted way...Hahaha!!!
4.My new year wish are:
(a)i can maintain my result
(b)i can have a healthy body
(c)i can change my majoring course from account to FINANCE
(d)i can maintain or improve my friend list
(e)i can do what ever things i hope to do or hope to get
1.My result is coming out.I quite surprise with my result...I can get 3.73...i didn't expect that i can get this pointer...Because i'm a second intake student...Then during exam,i really not so sure that whether my answer was correct or not...Besides,some of the exam question i also feel that i can't do it.I just 'teka' the answer...Haha!!!So i quite happy with it...But i still feel got a bit unhappy...Why i can't get 3.75???Then i will be the first class honour...Now i just a first class only...Sigh~~~Anyway,i wish i can maintain my result...So that,i can register many subject...Then i can clear my credit hours as soon as possible...
2. I can majoring account.But now i just feel that i don't like account.I would like to change to major finance.Am i a very bad person???When i told my friends about it.My friends will scold me and ask me why i want to be like this...Ya y i want to be like this???All is about my attitude.Because i can't do and don't want to do a same thing in a long time...I don't like to do checking to find out the correct figure in the long time...I like to do something which is a bit adventure and risk...Such as finance...Finance course teach me how to do the investment and the thing is very interesting...Now i really hope to get into the finance field...
3.New year is coming soon...But i still can't go to shopping with my part time salary...All is the kelly services fault...Why don't u pay me my salary???I need it to go shopping...Haha!!!I want to buy a body glove school bag,a pair of jeans and some t-shirt...Am i very greedy???Because nowadays the economic is not too good...I still spend my money in the most wasted way...Hahaha!!!
4.My new year wish are:
(a)i can maintain my result
(b)i can have a healthy body
(c)i can change my majoring course from account to FINANCE
(d)i can maintain or improve my friend list
(e)i can do what ever things i hope to do or hope to get
Monday, October 6, 2008
Majoring accounting's interview is coming soon!!!
Wow~~~I just finished the school holidays...I really hope it can be longer a bit...because i haven't have a enough rest time...I miss my home.I miss my bed.I miss my pillow.I miss my mom's foods.I miss home...................................
The interview for majoring accounting is coming soon...I don't know how to describe my feeling now...I really hope i can major it and try to do the best in the interview...But i scare I'll be speechless...Actually i lack of interview experience...Therefore,i scare i can't handle it...Why am i lose my self-confident???Where is my self-confidence???I need to find it back...But failed...I really hope i can get back it...God!!!Please give me a way to find back it...I need my confidence to do many things...Without my confidence,i feel fear to face problems...I really hope i can get back my confidence...
The interview for majoring accounting is coming soon...I don't know how to describe my feeling now...I really hope i can major it and try to do the best in the interview...But i scare I'll be speechless...Actually i lack of interview experience...Therefore,i scare i can't handle it...Why am i lose my self-confident???Where is my self-confidence???I need to find it back...But failed...I really hope i can get back it...God!!!Please give me a way to find back it...I need my confidence to do many things...Without my confidence,i feel fear to face problems...I really hope i can get back my confidence...
Monday, September 8, 2008
Future life!!!
Erm what can i do in the future 3 and the half years in UKM?I am trying to asking myself many time...Am i need to continue stay in hostel since many 'things' is occur...And all of this things are very scary and make me feel very nervous and so on...
Erm...What can i do???Now just first semester...But i feel this is very suffer...I need to look after my result and co-k...I really hope no need to do co-k again...Because co-k is really mafan 's matter...
Erm...What can i do???Now just first semester...But i feel this is very suffer...I need to look after my result and co-k...I really hope no need to do co-k again...Because co-k is really mafan 's matter...
Monday, September 1, 2008
Mid year 1/9/2008
Sigh~~~Scary!!!this weekend got add math exam...Actually i don't know what have i study already...Because some of that is totally don't know what is the things...Need to learn through the note...But the note i also don't what are the lecturer talking about???Who can help me???God please bless me!!!I must score in this semester exam because i want to major in accounting...Anywhere i also try my best to do in the exam...
God,please bless me and help me in this semester!!!
God,please bless me and help me in this semester!!!
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Co-k 6/8/2008
Erm...Co-k is almost made me become crazy...Others university just need to do 2 unit for their co-k...But my uni need to do 8 units...Like this have already more others uni 6 units...This is really very tough to do...
1st is i don't how they calculate the 2 unit...Is calculate according college or faculty or university itself???Now i got a lot of question marks around me...Who can help me to solve it???Beside the explanation by course mate is totally different and got many type of explanation...sigh~~~Who and what can i follow???God,please show me a good way...i need YOUR help!!!!
1st is i don't how they calculate the 2 unit...Is calculate according college or faculty or university itself???Now i got a lot of question marks around me...Who can help me to solve it???Beside the explanation by course mate is totally different and got many type of explanation...sigh~~~Who and what can i follow???God,please show me a good way...i need YOUR help!!!!
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Uni's life!!!
Wow~~~Finally enter uni...But i just release that uni's life is not so free and easy to go...If without determine is impossible to go more longer...
Uni's life is really very tired and tough...I don't know how to explain it...I hope all of this can be ok start from next week...Actually uni is really totally different from the secondary school...In secondary school,i just need to stay in the class and wait teacher come in...But now i need to rush from a fac to another fac to study...Then,this will made me feel tired...But no choice,i like to study...So i just can do like this...
Who can tell or teach me a shortcut to do it???
Uni's life is really very tired and tough...I don't know how to explain it...I hope all of this can be ok start from next week...Actually uni is really totally different from the secondary school...In secondary school,i just need to stay in the class and wait teacher come in...But now i need to rush from a fac to another fac to study...Then,this will made me feel tired...But no choice,i like to study...So i just can do like this...
Who can tell or teach me a shortcut to do it???
Friday, June 27, 2008
New Staff 27/6/2008.
Sign~~~Start from yesterday got a new staff coming to replace me already...So i need to teach her all the things i had learned...I feel a bit bosyok and angry loh...Because when i msn,she will read my message too...Because this is my P&C ma...Sign~~~She look like the spy of my manager...Therefore i can't always msn...
I feel like i need to leave packet soon...I start feel miss packet's colleague...Sad~~~~Anyway,next Friday is my last day stay at packet systems...I need to plan activity to do during next next week...
Erm...What can i do leh???Haha!!!I think is go for travelling,then lepak here lepak there...Then i i will check whether i can appeal success or not...Then,if success can continue study...If can't,then need to find another part time job to earn some money first...Then continue my study journey start on September...
Anyway,i still hope can enter local university...Then can same class with my other form six friends...God,please bless me...If i can get the university and the course i like...I'll eat vegetarian for one month...I promise I'll do my promise...Please God...Please bless me this time...Please~~~~
I feel like i need to leave packet soon...I start feel miss packet's colleague...Sad~~~~Anyway,next Friday is my last day stay at packet systems...I need to plan activity to do during next next week...
Erm...What can i do leh???Haha!!!I think is go for travelling,then lepak here lepak there...Then i i will check whether i can appeal success or not...Then,if success can continue study...If can't,then need to find another part time job to earn some money first...Then continue my study journey start on September...
Anyway,i still hope can enter local university...Then can same class with my other form six friends...God,please bless me...If i can get the university and the course i like...I'll eat vegetarian for one month...I promise I'll do my promise...Please God...Please bless me this time...Please~~~~
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Gathering 25/6/2008
Erm...Long time no blogger already...This is because i feel very sad and desperate...So don't have the mood to blogger...Until today,i just feel a bit happy...Last few days,i live in a blue,dark and a situation i can't image...All of this is because of the university...I keep on ask myself...Why i can't get a place to enter???Why am i so unlucky???Why am i this???Why am i that???
But now i won't think about this already...This is because if think more,this will made me feel more sad,worry and desperate...Therefore,i just do whatever i need to do and continue my life...I can't continue be like this...Maybe the God want to give me more better course and life...This is to made my life more colourful...
Now i also start looking the private university's list...If i can't get into local university...Then i can enter private university...But the fee of private university is really very very expensive...I really not dare to ask my parent to pay for it...So i also need to find the sponsor to get scholarship and to reduce my burden...
Anyway...I hope i really can enter local university after appeal for this time...I hope the God can bless me for this time...God please realise my hope...I also must realise my promise if God realise my hope...Please bless me,God!!!
Tomorrow need to attend a gathering party...I don't know want to smile or do what???Because they will ask me this ask me that...Sign~~~What can i do is go there more late...Therefore please give me a way...Teach me how to do???Please help me!!!I really out of idea now...
But now i won't think about this already...This is because if think more,this will made me feel more sad,worry and desperate...Therefore,i just do whatever i need to do and continue my life...I can't continue be like this...Maybe the God want to give me more better course and life...This is to made my life more colourful...
Now i also start looking the private university's list...If i can't get into local university...Then i can enter private university...But the fee of private university is really very very expensive...I really not dare to ask my parent to pay for it...So i also need to find the sponsor to get scholarship and to reduce my burden...
Anyway...I hope i really can enter local university after appeal for this time...I hope the God can bless me for this time...God please realise my hope...I also must realise my promise if God realise my hope...Please bless me,God!!!
Tomorrow need to attend a gathering party...I don't know want to smile or do what???Because they will ask me this ask me that...Sign~~~What can i do is go there more late...Therefore please give me a way...Teach me how to do???Please help me!!!I really out of idea now...
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Cry... 18/6/2008
I get a bad news from MOHE...My application is not success...I knew it through the MOHE website...When i knew it,I feel that i can't breath and keep on asking myself is it truth...I can't think anything already...I can't even cry...I look like forgot how to cry and no tear to cry...I can't believe what had publish on the web...I can't even believe this is the truth to me...
Until now i also can't believe what is that...And i can't give response to the result...I lost my direction...I lost my confident...I lost my tear...I lost myself...I lost my soul...I lost many many things...I look like a Zambia...
Now i also feel that this is not a real thing...I look like in the dream...How???I can even know what am i doing,what am i write,what am i thinking,what am i speak???????
But i just feel very sad,desperate,disappointed and so on...I can't even know what response can i give to the result i get...
Please help me!!!I really don't know how to cry now???How to do now???What to do now???Please tell me a way!!!Teach me how to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Until now i also can't believe what is that...And i can't give response to the result...I lost my direction...I lost my confident...I lost my tear...I lost myself...I lost my soul...I lost many many things...I look like a Zambia...
Now i also feel that this is not a real thing...I look like in the dream...How???I can even know what am i doing,what am i write,what am i thinking,what am i speak???????
But i just feel very sad,desperate,disappointed and so on...I can't even know what response can i give to the result i get...
Please help me!!!I really don't know how to cry now???How to do now???What to do now???Please tell me a way!!!Teach me how to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Cheap!!!! 17/6/2008
Haha!!!Because of sell old book...I can see how is my classmate so 'kiasu'...They sell the book at the so cheap price until other classmate want to sell the book in the higher price also can't...Now my friend always scolding them...If i want to sell the book...I'll be crazy,then I'll scold them...Haha!!!
Lucky i no need sell...Haha!!!Anyway i can consider as good because my book use by my sister...So i no need worry about it...
Lucky i no need sell...Haha!!!Anyway i can consider as good because my book use by my sister...So i no need worry about it...
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Replace 12/6/2008
Haha!!!Start from today until tomorrow...I can't go back on 6pm...I need to replace back 2 hours...That's mean need to do OT but don't have money de...This is because today i came in late 2 hours...All the fault is because the SSPN account loh...I need to go CIMB Bank open a SSPN account...This account is use to apply the loan...Why this year got this new term???If the applicator didn't open this account...Then the government won't approval they to get the loan...
Isn't this can consider as new government new environment???If not why this year got so many new terms to follow???One of the term is quite funny de...That is the passenger in the car need to wear the safety belt...So if a family got a lot of children...Then they can't go out together...Because the back seat of a car just have 3 seat only...Haha!!!The only one solution...That is sit in the boat net...Haha!!!If not how worr???
Why got so many stupid terms???Hate!!!
Isn't this can consider as new government new environment???If not why this year got so many new terms to follow???One of the term is quite funny de...That is the passenger in the car need to wear the safety belt...So if a family got a lot of children...Then they can't go out together...Because the back seat of a car just have 3 seat only...Haha!!!The only one solution...That is sit in the boat net...Haha!!!If not how worr???
Why got so many stupid terms???Hate!!!
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Celebrated 11/6/2008
Haha!!!Yesterday i celebrated my birthday with my colleague...We celebrated at TGV Friday...The food is quite delicious...The environment is good...The waitress is nice...But the price is too expensive...Lucky i no need pay...I just go there and enjoy my dinner,laugh and be more close with the colleague...
This party made me feel very touching...When the waitress take the cake come out...They ask us(me,honey chu and steve)stand on the chair...When we stand on the chair,they ask we to made a wish...After that,they ask us to close our eye...That time i feel a bit scare...Because i didn't know what will they do to us...Lucky,they just take the cake far to us...Then ask us to blow...Horr horr!!!Lucky didn't do anything to us!!!If not this will made us feel embarrass!!!Haha!!!
This party made me feel very touching...When the waitress take the cake come out...They ask us(me,honey chu and steve)stand on the chair...When we stand on the chair,they ask we to made a wish...After that,they ask us to close our eye...That time i feel a bit scare...Because i didn't know what will they do to us...Lucky,they just take the cake far to us...Then ask us to blow...Horr horr!!!Lucky didn't do anything to us!!!If not this will made us feel embarrass!!!Haha!!!
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Birthday 10/6/2008
Today is my birthday!!!My feeling now is happy,but also got a bit sad!!!Happy is because my best friend's wishing...Sad is because I'm 20 years old already...The time pass very fast...Last time celebrate 18 years old's birthday,i thought that just 18 ma...No need scare about what...But now i starting got the scare feeling come out...This is because the time past too fast...My life had already pass 1 quarter...But i just fulfill it with study...Isn't very pity???Got a bit loh...
Lucky when i was 19 years old,i have fall in love with someone...But can it calculate as love or just for me to fulfill my need???Anyway,i want to say thank you to the guy...You had bring a lot of happiness and concern to me...You are a good and a best guy...Unfortunately you met me,i just can bring you a short term happiness and concern...But i bring a long term unhappy and sadly life to you...Sorry to you...Sorry to my ex love...Because my decision made you fail in love again...Because of my innocent made you almost became mad...Sorry...I hope you can find your true love...But please don't meet the girl like me...
My birthday wish is hope i can enter UM and get the Account course!!!God please let my hope come true!!!
Lucky when i was 19 years old,i have fall in love with someone...But can it calculate as love or just for me to fulfill my need???Anyway,i want to say thank you to the guy...You had bring a lot of happiness and concern to me...You are a good and a best guy...Unfortunately you met me,i just can bring you a short term happiness and concern...But i bring a long term unhappy and sadly life to you...Sorry to you...Sorry to my ex love...Because my decision made you fail in love again...Because of my innocent made you almost became mad...Sorry...I hope you can find your true love...But please don't meet the girl like me...
My birthday wish is hope i can enter UM and get the Account course!!!God please let my hope come true!!!
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Long time no blogger 3/6/2008
Erm...Actually just a few day didn't blogger...But i feel that i have a long time didn't blogger...Haha!!!Erm...I think i was poisoner already...If i didn't blogger for a few day,i feel that uncomfortable...Haha!!!
Erm...tomorrow is my colleague birthday(Christine)...Haha!!!I wish her happy birthday!!!I hope she can be happy tomorrow...
Erm...tomorrow is my colleague birthday(Christine)...Haha!!!I wish her happy birthday!!!I hope she can be happy tomorrow...
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
My Life 28/5/2008
My life???Erm...How to say leh...Actually what is my life???How i walk in this 20 years???I feel quite funny...I walk alone in this 20 years without accompany by boyfriend...Only with my best friends...But i feel very happy with what i have and what they give me...But am i feel enough of what i have and what they given to me???Absolutely no...Because I'm a greedy people...I like many no a bit...So i still need a lot of love,friends and so on...Please forgive my greedy...I like to share things with other but sometime i don't like to share and give to them...Am i a antimony people???hahaha!!!
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Leave 27/5/2008
Haiz...Please help me another colleague is going to leave tomorrow...He is presales leh...So next time less a person help me to quote hardware loh...I feel sad now...Who can help me???Help me to solve this problem...OMG!!!Who help me to do out the quote and pass to the crazy 'dog'???
Why all of the important person want to leave so early???Why no me leave first de???So that i won't be so worry loh...God,please bless me...I hope i can be peace and save in this one more month...
Why all of the important person want to leave so early???Why no me leave first de???So that i won't be so worry loh...God,please bless me...I hope i can be peace and save in this one more month...
Friday, May 23, 2008
Life 23/5/2008
Life is what?Life must full of love?Life must have adventure?Life must be simple?Life is full of hope?Life is ridiculous?Life is fun?Life is sad?Life is full of obstacle?Life is what?????
For me,life is a place to act and i can choose who i want to be and made my life be colourful and marvellous...I hope all of the matters happen can let me feel proud of my attitude and my action...Haha!!!
Erm...Anyway,now i still finding the things that i can feel proud of it...So i will try my best to find it out...But this is no call stubborn...It is call to fulfill my extra and special hope...Haha!!!If you know,please tell me...
For me,life is a place to act and i can choose who i want to be and made my life be colourful and marvellous...I hope all of the matters happen can let me feel proud of my attitude and my action...Haha!!!
Erm...Anyway,now i still finding the things that i can feel proud of it...So i will try my best to find it out...But this is no call stubborn...It is call to fulfill my extra and special hope...Haha!!!If you know,please tell me...
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Big Breast 21/5/2008
Big Breast!!!Erm...isn't if a woman have big breast...Then she will have extra power...Because her breast can go and sayang other people...But the big breast only can let man feel happy when they look at it...But for woman,they will hate to see the breast movement...Is it call jealous???Haha!!!For me i don't care...I just care about her attitude...But if the girl have big breast...Then she won't have an good attitude...
I hate big breast woman...Especially the woman sit in front of me...She have two big breast,hot temper,like to scold people,don't like to teach people,when she realise is her fault then she won't apologise with other people,like to push the fault to other people...Haiz...Give me a day to complain also no enough...I think have to use more that one days to write down her bad attitude...I really hate this kind of people...
I hate big breast woman...Especially the woman sit in front of me...She have two big breast,hot temper,like to scold people,don't like to teach people,when she realise is her fault then she won't apologise with other people,like to push the fault to other people...Haiz...Give me a day to complain also no enough...I think have to use more that one days to write down her bad attitude...I really hate this kind of people...
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